Old Ballad Song

https://instaud.io/29mc : alhabu hadha huβ

https://instaud.io/29md : faqat alhabu

https://instaud.io/29Bl : alhuβb_

Apparently my guru wanted all my old song be Arab song, and that would enough to fulfill his request that I should make offerings in the form of Arabic song. There be 9 song and this are the last three.

Alhuβb_, alhabu hadha huβ, and faqat alhabu actually true my very old song, I made 10-11 year ago. 10-11 year ago I did make some ballad song, some kid song and some patriotic song. But all I left, not even have its recording, only lyric note with some notes in some song . Therefore after I made the Arab version of it, I try to save it in audio form like this. So I could still knew how to pronounce the Arabic of each song.

Alhabu hadha huβ and faqat alhabu same as shadeefawadyara are song for my guru mentor. Shadeerama and alhuβb_ are for my guru. And for jarat_ albuβrtqal – shadeeari and ae|stada masqat - shadeemani) for my sam_guru. I have 5 guru only I usually called as guru. Arduous uphill my 5 guru are Arab men. Very difficult for me who Hindu. Only Guru Baba Nanak life make me feel calm tranquil with my situation. But still I have to strive fight before I could accepted their true being. And make Arab song are one wise for I could. But maybe my guru repute my acceptance not quite enough, I not sure. Because I have to transliterated to Arabic a few of my book also. I’ve written a lot of book, thank God my guru only asked 5 of it. How could I do it? Make a song still easy, there are only few sentences ( I made 15 Arabic song until now, imagine it….15..!!!), but book……??? (Baba….huhuhu….)

But leave it. Today I done my song alhuβb and be asked to make second album which I had 6 song. 5 I’ve been published, but one song maybe I never published before I could award hand into who should accepted. So I must make 3 new song, and still not know what my guru really want. I resignated and surrender. I would try.

So these my last three offering song.

INIKAH CINTA (13 Oktober 2008) Dengan apa agar kudapat membunuh waktu Jika pikiranku terus terpaut padamu Hatiku tlah kau bawa Menyebrangi masa Mengingat saat pertama kurasakan cinta Reffrain: Inikah cinta Debar bila bertatap mata Tak sanggup berlama-lama Inikah cinta Ingin tampil sempurna di hadapannya Adakah cinta Dirasakan juga olehnya Ataukah cinta ini Hanya milikku saja … a..a…. Dengan apa agar kudapat membunuh waktu Jika hatiku terus merinduimu Sanggupkah kulewati Masa demi masa Tanpa kehadiran cintamu yang kudamba Back to reffrain

ALHABU HADHA HUβ (2018. mayu 7) yum_kinuni aqhtul alwaqt mee madha qutila fi 'iidha aistamara eaqaliun  altamasuβk bik_ laqad 'ahdarat qa∞lbi euβbuβr_ alwaqt_ n_z_raan marat li'awal shae|ar_t_ alhabuβ litakrar alhabu hadha huβ wajhaan liwaj_h eend_ dibar alwajh_ alaistimrar ghyr (qa∞dir) qaβdir_ ae|laa alhabu hadha huβ tuβriβd 'an tabduβ (tabduβ ) m-thaliatan h^nak hal huβbuβn shae|ar_ kama bih_ 'am h_d_ha alhuβb_? faqat li wahdah_ ... .. yum_kinuni aqhtul alwaqt mee madha qutila aistamara yaftaqiduβk 'iidha qa∞lbi illa anta yumkinuni takhatiβy_ dhalik_ alwaqt baae|d alwaqt_ habik_ 'ana aiftaqad wujud biβduβn _ litakrar

  

RINDU (27 Agustus 2007) Sayup sayup suara itu Datang padaku di malam sendu Akankah aku bertemu Denganmu sepenuh rindu music Cahaya bulan temaram di balik awan Menyiram bumi Menyiram hatiku Yang dirundung rindu music

ALHUβB_ (2018, mayu 8) saw_tiβk qul ya qul shadida fi laylat hazina ja ilaeaeya saw_f_ 'altaqi saw_f_  'altaqi bikuli meeak_ alhabuβ musiqa lah-n alqamar alkhafif khal-f_ daw' alsahb_ saqi fawra al'ard_ saqi fawra ‘an qalbi yuβeanun aldhyn_ musiqa lah-n

HANYA CINTA (13 Oktober 2008) Berkas cahaya memancar bening Di ruang matamu yang teduh Adakah kau tahu betapa kuingin Berlabuh dalam rindu Hanya cinta yang kurasa Meluap dari dalam hatiku Menahanku di sini Menatapmu …. Mengharapmu Reffrain : Hanya cinta yang ku tahu Hanya satu Satu dirimu yang ku mau Hanya cintamu Dapatkah kau dengar suaraku Dapatkah kau rasakan Kerinduanku Akankah kita dapat bersatu Back to reffrain Bridge : Bilakah jua kan terjadi Bening matamu hadir di sini Back to reffrain Hanya cintamu

FAQAT ALHABU (2018, mayu 8) khafif_ yashee khafif_ almilafu fi gharfatiβk algham_ida taerif_ hal kayf_ 'urid dhlk tartakiz fi alhaniβyβn faqat alhabu eelaa ma 'aetaqid faqat asheur alhuβb^ wafira min qa∞lbi ‘amsik min qa∞lbi ‘amsik bi huna yae|qni yanzur_ 'iilaek_ 'atamanaa lak_ litakrar aldhy alwaheed alhabu 'aerafah alwaheed faqat 'an 'akunah(na) aladhi alhabu faqat samae anta yum_kinuβk saw_ti hal shawqi tastatee 'an tasheur_ muβtahadiy-n nakun saw_f_ litakrar jisr : dh_l-k_ mataϫa sayahduβth eayan albasar_ mawjud huna itakrar alhabu faqat